Well, we have already moved up a spot on our agency’s waiting list. Hot damn. My lucky friend Tamara over http://ourjourneytopaige.blogspot.com/ is now #1.
I have been feeling guilty about my post yesterday regarding the “Depths of My Despair” blog. I didn’t mean to sound like I was trying to prove her to be a fraud, writing fiction or invalidate her experiences. I was just wondering if I was the only one that was intrigued by the possibility of it being fiction.
Oh hooray, you are # 11!! YOU ARE # 11!! so you know as soon as we get our referral you will be #10, then single digits before you know it sister! Is OO giving you any sort of time-frame? I know they are pretty cautious about doing that. I havent posted pictures of the cradle because I am am a complete slacker and I still need to go pick the darn thing up! It is still at the consignment store.I have been meaning to ask you if those are your photos you post? (also have you started on your nursery yet?)
Oh how I wish that it was all fiction. As added background I was a paramedic for many years, ER nurse and then went to a well known medical school. For obvious reasons I cant give specific details.
See, the blog isnt for others to decide if I am right, wrong, a fraud, a good mother or bad. Anything. It is where I am trying to sort out what the F happened to my life. It is my link to the life that I used to have. Just trying to sort it all out.
Dear Woman Lost,
I truly, truly hope my posts didn’t upset you. That would break my heart. After I posted the first night I kept thinking about it all the next day. I was trying to imagine you reading what I wrote and wondering if it would bother you. That is why I posted again about it to try and clarify myself.
I am sorry you are in such a difficult situation but I am glad you have an outlet for expressing yourself. Your blog is compelling and I look forward to keeping up with what is happening to you and to read about what has happened to you. I guess it shows how true life is stranger and obviously much more painful than fiction.
Again, my sincerest apologies if I offended or hurt you.
Elizabeth
Elizabeth:
You did not offend me in the least. Believe me, I have been offended by the best with much, much more. LOL
It doesnt surprise me that some are questioning my blog and it’s validity. It is amazing to me still, that this could happen! I am just trying to work through it and to find some way to cope with my loss and grief. Thanks for reading and sharing your thoughts. Have a blessed day
WL
It sounds like total fraud to me.